Once upon a time, precisely in the year of 2006. I was enrolled in the second year of training in the Barbara Brennan School of Healing. I remember hotel corridors packed with shops that made Miami Mart, the river of us students emerging during breaks from numerous rooms, looking for bathrooms, food, and a bit of rest on the sunshine after deep and difficult process. The second year of training was all about fourth chakra, relationships, feminine and masculine energies, losses, love, lower self and famous astral plane. Ahhh! That was a year with most dynamic and most juicy energy, when it was allowed, actually very welcome, to dive in the lower self and express it. Of course, with the goal, by alchemy that happens in the heart, a place where earthly and spiritual energies meet, of transforming the lower self and all pleasure that it carries, (aka. negative pleasure) to its higher octave, the higher self.
After Barbara’s lectures about astral plane, most of us came out of the classroom fascinated, and a bit scared from that level of reality, its size and everything it includes. From the stories about nature spirits and fairies, that Barbara had mostly experiences with when she lived in Pathwork community, her communication with Sun, secret chambers of Sphinx in Egypt, astral journeys, all the way to generational curses she would find in the energy field of her clients, Barbara would leave us breathless, fascinated and warned. “Be humble enough to disqualify yourself from healing when you are unable to cope with something on astral plane. That level is not a joke! All you think of, manifests simultaneously.
And so, riding the wave of the second year of training, which is actually motto and theme of the year - to ride a wave of life force within - I came to Serbia to visit my family. My friend worked in Bezistan (area of downtown Belgrade) selling her crafts, and her colleague, an artist, once heard that I was attending Barbara’s school, insisted to meet me. Fine artistic soul, he told me how he got in touch with Barbara’s books, how much they meant to him and how much he had learned from them. He was infinitely grateful and, while gifting me with one of his little paintings, he asked me to give to Barbara one as well, as a sign of his gratitude.
Back to Miami, during one of our breaks, I approached Barbara before our lecture and told her about one artist from Serbia who was deeply touched by her books, as many people are from this region of the world. Barbara received painting with gratitude, while I asked her for one photograph, which would for sure, gladden our artist. And she agreed.
Unfortunately, I have never met the painter again, so he did not get the chance to see the photo of Barbara with his painting. But I am sure of one thing: that field of the heart chakra, with all its threads, weaves a web all over the world and it connects us in one invisible, but still very tangible way. All threads that grow towards someone in this lifetime, from this heart, have their trajectory and strive towards the other and final meeting. Although some physical meetings are out of reach in this life, I am positive that we will meet in infinity….where we actually have never separated.
Barbara Brennan left her physical body on October 3, 2022. Her books, her work and school will continue to influence lives of many souls on the healing journey in a decades to come. She was a torch of light in this dimension. I experience her like that now as well, in her form of spirit - as a big, bright ball of light from which the following message emanates: It is all about core star. There is nothing but the core. Core is all there is.
The following is excerpt of the Barbara’s channeling.
"In some miraculous moment, perhaps this moment, perhaps another, you will find an explosion of light of core essence from within the center of your heart that most automatically goes out in the shape of a sphere. Of course that light will go to this person. You will no longer feel an unforgiving attitude long before this explosion of light occurs in your heart.
The twenty-first century is about learning love and learning how love works. The twenty-first century is about transfiguration, about holding the extreme opposites that exist all over the planet that can be experienced as degrees of separation within each individual. When you find it difficult to experience the tremendous opposites that are held on the planet now and the terrible dualistic rhetoric over all of the communication systems, can you sit in wholeness? Can you erase the word terrible? Can you go into the degrees of separation within yourself, find it in your body, find the self-judgment that holds those degrees of separation within you? Bring them to your heart. It is through that process that you will find it possible to choose unity in a world threatened by war, by physical harm, by misunderstanding, by blame, by prejudice, by life-threatening pandemic illness, or even threatened by the ideas of world calamity, threatened by ideas of earth calamities.
Chaos is here to challenge duality. Chaos speaks of duality, and the fear within you recognizes the duality rather than the tremendous change, the tremendous challenges to your dualistic belief systems. That is what chaos is challenging. Can you hold unity in worlds of chaos? Can you choose love? If not, focus inward to the degrees of separation within you and bring them to unity.
Healing begins with the individuation process of focusing and rooting into the core. Healing begins with each individual's pleasurable creative force of life. Choose pleasure, choose love, choose wholeness, choose clear intention, choose who you truly are and stop living who you think you are from the perspective of duality. It is simply not true. Follow your individual path that is you. Follow your truth. If you want to know if it is your truth or not, know that truth never harms another or yourself. If there is any possibility of harm in what you call your truth or your choice for yourself or another then it simply is not your truth. Meditate to bring into unity the degrees of separation within yourself. Some are broad, some are large and some are very tiny.
Living the life of the miraculous, living a holy life means one of quiet, sweet surrender, of standing in truth and the power of unity. True surrender is to the divine within you, not to something outside of you. True surrender is to the timeless, limitless love within your heart. True surrender is to you, your greater being. That does not mean that you would not learn from a leader or teacher. There are many spiritual leaders on the planet now. It is the time when many spiritual leaders arise."
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