It is very significant and precious moment when you wake up one day and know why you are here on this planet.
Many times (if not most of the time) in my life I felt that I don’t know why I came here to this world. I could not explain why people get born and die, why some have more than they need and some struggle for bread daily, why some always win and some have no basic human rights. It was hard for me to explain to myself how this world works and why it works in so many crooked ways. Since early teenage days, since I was 14, I decided I do not belong here and as a result had a hard time fitting in the society. Externally, I was pretty functional, but inside, quite lost and without purpose. I never believed I will find one, and if I did, I would probably lose it soon.
I set up myself to actually never find what I was longing the most: purposeful existence. Something that will confirm my value as human being, something that will give importance to my life.
Surprisingly enough, it hit me like lightening, a few months back, when I woke up one morning and heard the voice in my head...rather heart: “I just have to do this, this work of helping people remember who they really are. I just have to do it.” In this early morning hours, there was not much place for mind and will, I hardly knew where I was. But that decision was made, or better to say, felt.
By entering into the life purpose, one enters another dimension. It feels like a new platform, where the whole inner being feels like it can do everything it takes to be what it is meant to be. From this perspective, it feels like we are bigger than any obstacles, but most of all, it feels very alive. It is one of those places I like to call “experiencing eternity in the temporary”. There is a sense of limitless consciousness that occupies this limited body but it does not confines to it. It goes beyond.
The purpose comes from inside, emerges seemingly out of nowhere. It was actually always there, although we were, perhaps, not aware of it for good parts of our lives. It pervades your interior and radiates through you and outside of you. In this field, everything seems possible.
Our purpose needs our consciousness and awareness in order to thrive. Being present to the purpose opens new possibilities: people show up out of nowhere and want to support you; opportunities to communicate what you are passionate about to others arise; new ideas come to you…life definitely changes. Externally it might ot look so spectacular sometimes.But inside, it is a whole new world, or should I say, whole new universe.
I invite you, just to ask the question and pay attention to it. Nothing more and nothing less. The answer, rather that state of being, might come soon, or it may take years. Time is really unimportant element. It actually does not have access to purpose dimension. It is all about consciousness and where we direct it.
You will be amazed with your discoveries.
I hope this sharing helped you, maybe just a bit, to remember who you truly are. Or at least inspired you to step into adventure of discovering it.
Thanks for listening,
Katarina
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